So after ending up with Lymphoma to add to my wonderful Lupus life (did Lupus cause the Lymphoma? Did the treatment for Lupus cause the Lymphoma???hmmm) I got prescribed even more steroids. You know, I would get the cancer that gets treated with fat causing agents, because my life is like that. I just can't lose weight. I am off of the steroids, but am so used to eating mammoth amounts , that portion control is unheard of in my life right now....
I think that it is easy to blame the steroids, while in fact the idea of dying made me not care. So I ate, and ate, and did not pay my credit card bills, because I wanted to die fat, in debt, but with great purses..
So I need to say no to the milkshakes and yes to my life, I am still here, still fighting, albeit a bit plumper and NO I cannot continue to blame the steroids, lets blame the shakes instead :O)
